Next week is so called the "CA" week . Work hard everyone . Hope this will be the last year seeing everyone studying in secondary 4 ! Doesn't mean that i dont wish to see anyone again .

Confused relationship . Is there someone really there for me to love ? Can someone tell me who's the right guy for me . Have no wishes to carry on my life now .

Been so tired recently , went out to smoke in the midnight with some one causing a pimple on my face now . So red and big , OMG ! Can't take picture till it recover . Already been three nights that i have not been sleeping well . Two nights with that idiot who ask me out to smoke , all the way till morning and yesterday was working . Slept on the floor , GRR! All because of that stupid Shan , slept over at shi house as usual . Came home in the afternoon and almost forgetting that today was my dad birthday . Shit loh ! He not at home for the moment but will be outside eating later with him . Relationship between us have not been so good since the begaining of the year , hope something happening would had happen today . Being a good girl at home today waiting for his returns . Anyway , i still love him .