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Y .Wednesday, May 7, 2008.

Facing difficulties sleeping tonight . Stress with what will happen in school tomorrow , same thing happen again ,ponten caught in action again . This is quite some serious case , teachers are already letting me go . I have to make a decision tomorrow to see whether i should really give in all my effort till O level end and tries to ask teacher not to give me up or just let go of theirs hand and fall down the cliff ? This question i'm thinking now consider of my future , how i want it to be . I try to control myself , force the stubborn " her " to study , glue to the floor and eyes wide open , STUDY STUDY STUDY !! But not all things turn out smoothly , i still fall asleep even if i'm at home , in school . DIsturbing people around me in class . Am i really so cureless ? Can't i just stop relaxing myself for few months and strive for the better grades till this year end . 150 ++ days , counting down .. to my O level . Chinese O are just round the corner , intensive lesson and so much thing done by teacher but not appreciated by me . I just dont feel the intense feeling everyone is having . Can someone please wake me up from my dream and let me notice and change ?



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